who knows what could happen

nineteen now

2006-06-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

i turned 19 a fewdays back( my greatest nightmare....). i wasn't really looking forward to my birthday this year b'coz i didn't like the number 19, on my wishy part i wanted to be 18 forever. hee, there's actually a fashion boutique by the name 'forever 18' at wisma and they sell very cool clothes, check at out girls if u've never been there. but i guess nothing is forever, and one gotta move on no matter. this week was really amazing. i had my party at rafflesia( my anut's condo) by the pool and some like 30 people turn up, we had great food, very interesting games( right christon?) and it end off with tricia and i being dung into the pool.... well, i was prepared something like that would happen so i wasn't really caught by surprise.... my uncle, the pastor of jurong church, also was dung into the pool. one of these days, the painful boys, the culprits, are going to get it from him.... hahaha....... then again, my project manager was really sweet. she decided to bring me out to inter-continental hotel for a lunch buffet. two other collegues joined us so the four of us had a hell of a good time trying to fill our tummy with lotsa yummpy delicacies... they had so many cakes, apple crumble pie, green tea and red bean cake, cholocate sweetie, mango delight, strawberry cheesecake, mudpie and many more, i just had to try a little of everything, and ended up filling bloated. i hope i didn't grow an inch fatter. i made sure i worked doubly hard to burn all that calories i consumed.... i must really compliment the olive tree, they served very delicious food! yeah, so i felt really precious to the oligivy, the company who hired me to be their temporary telemarketeer. now i owe them so much, i feel obligated to work for them each time i'm on vacation. hee.... i've never been take so seriously by a company before and it really felt great or maybe i was plain lucky( they told me they do not give temp staffs treat like this and i felt so special). that's about all the highlights of my week. cheers!

back from malacca

2006-05-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

hi everyone,
i wonder if anyone still pop by my bloggie..... i haven't been blogging for months due to some personal issue but i'll try alright? ppl, guess what? i just came back from thomson chinese church camp. it was a three days two nights camp, and i actually enjoyed myself surprisingly. well well, i felt very much at home becuase i knew almost everyone there except for the china students from sanyu high sch( oh, that's our own adventist sch for those who do not know). the speaker spoke in chinese and the the topic was on family. i thought that was really practically because nothing beat a solid happy family. the hotel rooms aren't really comfortable( the toilet bowls are leaking and the floor is coated with layers of dusk) and the food was really salty but i took home a lot of lesson from the speaker.
another thing, i'm celebrating my 19th birthday at rafflesia. it's a condominium at bishan. all church members and jc friends are invited! well, if u ask me i'm not really looking forward to turning 19 but life still gotta go on i guess. hope u guys can come k?
cheers!

'all i want for christmas is you'

2005-12-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

i haven't been blogging for quite long... by the way i've got myself a new job as a telemarketer at raffles place. it's a stone's throw from boat quay and guess what? i only have to work 4 hours a day..... hee, but the job is kinda boring, making the same kind of phone calls, persuading singaporean to sign up for a free make over... it really feel demoralised when u don't get any deals at all in a day.... some ppl just held the phone and fall asleep (of course they'll get it when the supervisor comes for inspection).... yupie, i've been working there for like 3 weeks already and tomorrow will be the last day for this year, i'll be going back next year. i really like that atmosphere, and ppl who work with me. last time i went to est's house to make caramel and cornflake cookie as well as walnut, almond and coconut cake with chocolate topping. it was a success. we are thinking of selling cookies at anderson next year.... so wish us good luck! also yesterday, we went caroling as a church at yu hua community centre. it was a fantastic experience i must say. although i was pretty late due to the cookie making, i made it in time for the caroling performance and finale.... there was sparkers coming from the stage and snow flying down from the top and everything just made me feel so blessed to be there! christmas is round the corner, i'm hoping that i'll have more exciting experience this year so i'll never forget this 18th christmas of my life... just wish time could slow down around this time! nat gonna be back any time soon too.... i'm so happy, i think some ppl are happy for me too. today aunty peggy asked me whether i'm excited about nat coming him>>> hahaha.... nat if you're reading this: i'm over the moon to know that you're coming back....
before i go wanna wish everyone a merry christmas and join us at jurong sda church on 24th dec 7.15pm if you have nothing to do coz there will be a party going on.....see ay dude!

wh

2005-11-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

today's my third day of job hunting with my close freind,estelle... the past two days, i've been to foue season hotel, precious thot, giodanoand hagenzza( opps my spelling sucks!) for interview..... the managers of these companies said that they will inform me if i'm shortlisted but i didn't hear from them. Yesterday, while we were wondering (actually shopping to be more exact), someone approach us to ask if we are interested to be a freelance model... we know nothing much about that but gave our name anywhere.... today we went for the interview and guess what the company said that they are willing and able to spend $2000 to groom us to be model, the grooming include stuffs like catwalking, make-up, dressing and post. sound quite appealing to me at first, but later they said we have to spend $550 on a make-up kit which will belong to us and we will need it when we go for shooting and adversting.... what sounded so crazy to me! i'm not working and they want me to spend so much on make-up.... later in the day i went for another interview at great world city... guess what? this time i was accepted immediately by the manager who even agree to let be have my sat off.... wow! that's so amazing... god is really working in my life. if only he can do the same for my relationship with someone....
now, i really know how hard it is to find a job.... i hope working at wh as a salesgirl won't be too hectic for me, i don't want to end up all haggard.... but for a somehow spenthirft person like me, i think working allows me to have more to spend and learn that money don't come by easily....yup, that's all for today!cheerio*

100 years

2005-11-22T00:27:00.000-08:00

like the song '100 years' says when you only got a 100 years to live... Half the time goes by suddenly you're wise, another blink of an eye.... 67 is gone the sun is getting high we're moving on.... life is ever so fast so furious, the pevious moment won't replay no matter how much you long for it to...just like the mrt train, it just go forward and never will return to the previous stop.
the song says 15 is the best because there's still time for you; time to buy and time to lose yourself within a morning star.
i agree with that, and feel like i never want to go old. i want to be 18 forever, want to be in heaven as a youth not as a old woman...heehee, just a silly thought.
maybe when you're on a holiday, you tend to think more, or maybe it's just me, who knows?for now i want to capture every moment of my life and make 18 the best for me... today i woke up to an achy body, i'll never felt so pain and old(because of the pain) in life....
guess what? i went wake boarding yesterday with some church friends and man, it's so cool! i'll never tried something like this before. but i have to confess, i was pretty lousy that day, but pardon me it was my first trial alright? the wake board was really heavy and i didn't have strength to flip it over myself whenever i slip off the rope u see, but uncle John was kind enough to jump into the waters and help me along.... i made some progress slowly and finally did it though it was for a while....
today i when to four season hotel for an interview, they asked me so many questions that i was really sure of but i hope things worked out fine... tomorrow i'll go for more interviews... hopefully i'll be able to work next year, really want to earn so that i've got more to spend.i saw this dress from chaos that really caught my eye and my friend suggested that i put it on. and so i did and it was a perfect fit! the sad thing is that dress cost $109... i know i shouldn't be thinking about it, i'm trying to forget about it coz i can never afford it but it's really gorgeous!alright enough of my craze for the day...

i have fallen...

2005-09-26T20:45:00.000-07:00

jehova,
not sure when i felt so alone, so desperate, so helpless the last time, but it's acting again. i've no one else to turn to expect u, i know deep within, only u can lift me up from my 'bottomless pit', only u can feel the void within. i have fallen so badly that i feel so discouraged, what happened to the confidence u gave me? was this a lesson u want me learn from? will i still make it eventually?
i only have six more weeks to the real test! i'm shocked, terrified, anxious, there isn't an exact word to describe my emotions.... but lord, u understand what i'm going through..... u know how badly i want to do well, how badly i wish it didn't turn out the way it did, how ashamed i feel right now. i don't want to screw up anymore, so pls be with me, show me the way, guide me, shower me with wisdom for i can't do anything without u. hear my plea and empower me.
thank you, jesus.

with love, truddy

i saved a life!

2005-07-27T19:57:00.000-07:00

haven't blog for such a long long time.... i have my some good excuses but not going say them all. one of them would be i've been really busy these few days. this week has been fabulous for me. it started on sunday when we had a birthday blash at sentosa for gary and louis, i'm glad they enjoyed themselves. i had a hell of a good time too, sth different from my usual mugging on sunday. guess what, i had muscle aches all over the next day from all that water wrestling, racing along the beach with nat, and swimming in the sea. was really 'lucky' that day to be the monkey for a total of 6 times, who can beat that man? i love sentosa. the only thing that ruin my plans was the bad weather, it drizzle all day long and i didn't get ant tan.. sob* then i managed to catch 'fabulous 4' with a special friend on monday, liked the movie. it's thrilling and exciting, good recomendation from me. yesterday which was tuesday i went on a date. shan't go into the details but it really rox! yup, and today i donated blood in sch. my blood grop happens to be o+ which means i'm a universal donor and can save anyone.... i'm so glad i can save a life.... that's all for now! bye!

hate this feelin'

2005-06-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

i'm sick! hate this feelin of being helpless and weak.... i was still alright yesterday in church. i played captainball during social in jeans... luckily i wore jeans or my small little scratch would have been worsen... hee. but it was a great game and i had a hell of a time trying to help my group score.... though we didn't win, we all had lotsa fun, and that's what's most important! the second thing that really cheered me up was that i recieved the best team player award for survivor 2! yup, i really didn't exepect myself to win anything..... hehe but i got it still. i really wasn't easy to pull together ateam of members who had very different views, attitudes and way of doing things. one thing i've learnt through this camp was to be accomodating and to make the best out of everything. yay, though we came in last, i'm still proud of u, davao! i missed anthea n clara's birthdat party today b'coz i was sick.... throbbing headaches, coughing, feeling weak. i hope to get well really soon, sch's starting in a week's time and i'm so worried abt my mid-yrs now! gotta get down to serious mugging this week! god bless me....

i gotta mug....

2005-06-15T21:53:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie,
i'm sorry i haven't been communicating wif u for the past few days... i'm too busy doing nothing i guess... guilty for that too. i must confess i haven't been studying as much as i need to or as much as i planned to..... too much distraction.... my bed( not sure why i never seems to be able to catch back for lost sleep for the past few months..... i know it's kinda unhealthy to sleep like 10 hrs a day but i won't have this kinda luxury once sch starts in like abt one week time.... opps!), my computer, sentosa( i miss palawan..... kept thinking of going there again! just simply love that place), my sis( tiff always have her way of persuading me to watch movies in vcd wif her..... those i watched include incredible, pooh heffalump, a little princess, finding memo, etc.....), working out my body( i think it's important to keep fit and maintain my figure! opps..... not hinting anything), temptations by friends to go out and play,the great simgapore sale( recently i bought this perfect-fit fond hugs long skirt, it's awesome....)and last but not least food.... i hope i won't grow fat at the rate i'm eating. grandma says i'll never grow fat but it's really hard to say... i've gotta burn off those calories overdose from cookie n cream ice-cream, chocolate, roti prata and tidbits i've been indulging in... i've gotta do sth abt the glutton in me. having said all that, i'm must get down to serious business.... study....study.....study..... tml i'll be checking out some pretigious universities in australia at RELC.... yup, not sure if i really want to go now... a part of me wants to stay, yet a part of me really want to go. we'll see how..... god will guide n and give me signs i guess, i don't have to worry too much... gotta mug now. bye!

palawan i love u!

2005-06-07T11:48:00.000-07:00

dear palawan,
u made my day, u brought me joy, gave to warmth(sun-shine), flooded me with lotsa memories, and made me happy.... i just love u so much.... wanna come n visit u again..... dunnoe when but i'll never forget u....

hee.... went sentosa again.... this time, it's not my birthday, it's diana's birthday.... though we aren't the best of friends, i planned this party, prepared sandwhiches( both eggs and black pepper tuna) and salad and bought a present for her.she was so touched by me n estelle..... i'm glad that we made her birthday rox.... heehee..... just last year, we weren't even talking.... i'm so glad everything has changed.... i have learnt one thing: if you're truly sincerely in a freindship, nothing can hinder it from growing... yupx! now, i have a tan, a really one. wish i could post some of the pics i took with my friends but too bad i don't noe how..... too bad! i went to have dinner with anthea, joyce and trish too at jurong before we played pool at k-box..... ya, saw ppl ice-skate too. i must say they are impressive(maybe bcoz i can't do that myself.... how i wish i could, this is so unfair!) boo.... i beta start mugging tml, can't be playing a day long again, must have a balance of it all. time to turn in, so gd nitez!

crunchy temptation

2005-06-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

opps! does that sound familiar to you? it's oreo chocolate ice-cream from swensens...... it's one of my favourite( trust me i know how to make oreo ic-cream...... some ppl must be having their mouth wide open now..... trud..... this can't be it!~ but i really can make oreo ice-cream, trust me to come up with new inventions every now) i simply love tampering with food! back to my story... i had dinner with many other youth leaders tonight, gary wanted to appreciate us for helping or facilitating during survivor 2( i really appreciate him appreciating us). and before that sinful dessert, we had pizza, baked rice, baked pasta, veggie soup, chicken wings( i didn't eat any, fyi i'm fishy-tarian..... would have became a vegetarian last year if not for the existence of 2 kinds of fish: salmon and xue-yu) i must say dinner was great, haven't had a proper dinner for some time( don't ask me why! i'm not dieting but for some reason just can't eat these days.... kinda bothered by some stuffs....) after dinner we started chating abt job prospect...... and man, i wanna be so many things.... wanna be a dentist, psychologist, bread-shop owner, air stewardess, prison counsellor, social worker and blah blah blah..... the list is from the most wanted to the least wanted.....heehee.... don't know why i can't really decide what i really want to be.... this question has been bothering me ever since i'm a litlle girl( back then i wanted to be a princess, or some movie star....opps!)i guess someday something will strick me or maybe god will show me what is really best for me.... for now, i can continue to have my dreams.

wala be 18....

2005-05-30T21:56:00.000-07:00

walabe.... i officallt turned 18 today... don't know abt me but being 18 is sth i always wanted...... it's where everything gonna turn right for girls( maybe i havewatched too much movies or read too much novels) for one 18 is a perfect number, second i think 18 is the right age to start dating( opps! u didn't see that!), third ppl say girls become prettier when they turn 18 (hmm.... i guess beauty is in the eye of the beholder so i don't know how turn that is). i have so much of fun these few days that i always forgot the most important thing: I'M 18 NOW! wow..... because i'm short ppl say i don't look 18 and it really saddened me sometimes though perhaps it's a compliment.... guess that won't bother me for long...... had so much fun these few days, kept myself busy shopping, playing at sentosa, swiming, suntan-ing, chilling out with friends and even had a slumber party at my place last night.... 3 of my closest girl friends came over to have to movie mariton( pardon me if i spelt it wrongly) hee... we watched 'windstruck' followed by 'moulin rouge'. the latter is my all time favourite. it was romance, rocking music, excellent storyline and most importantly there's a lesson to learn from. that is " the greatest thing on earth is to love and be loved in return". and we talked all night( my favourite pastime) till 3am..... i can't believe i actually managed to keep my eyes open and kept alert till 3am...on may 30,18 yrs ago, i was borned and today i shout "God is good"! really want to thank my heavenly father for protecting me all these yrs, he's the best!

i survived....

2005-05-23T21:58:00.000-07:00

daVao.... whatever it is, i'm proud of u..... hee for those who are wondering what's that.... ahha that's my group name for Survivor 2- Jurong youth camp 2005. 3 days 2 nights, it's all over now.... but the joy, the fun, the laughter, and the friendship i found still lingers in my head. though the food supply was scare( which cause much gastric pain...), though there were hip-ups along the way, though the activites were challenging and drained us totally, though we were all exhausted, we hung on and survived, and now we shout hooray.... the best part was on the third day which is today when we attack all the oc( organising committe) with water guns..... heehee i shoot water at GT and JL.... many others did the same thing and both of them ended up all drenched.... but guess what? they planned a cunning plot to get me wet.... GT asked me to come out of the gurls' dorm coz he has sth important to ask me.... i sensed sth amiss but went out anyway, then JL spashed a bucket of water all over me..... ahhhh... that was fun! the OCs also showed us how to build a raft that could fit two ppl in 30 mins time( that was one of our game) but they were just as lousy..... haha..... they took more that 30 mins and it couldn't even hold the weight of one ppl.... jeffery overturned the raft and fell into the water.....haha that goes to show that adults aren't perfect too! we had a terrific lunch at harbour front after we break camp.... i had bread talk and yougurt and New Zealand Ice-cream by Aunty Jess. that was so yummy and heavenly.... chocolate-mint and lemon ice-cream...... what is saddening is i have to go sch tml with body aches all over, backpain and lots of mosquitoes bites...... looking forward to sch holz.... see ya dude!

shadow

2005-04-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

u were there when i needed you; you gave me the courage to move on in my life whenever i fall; u taught me how to love without expecting anything in return; you helped me to rise above all trails and sorrows; you gave me inner peace; you gave me hope; u're always beside me .... only in you do i find strength.... i hope one day u will lead me find what i'm really searching and waiting for.... you're my shadow, my pillar of strength, i love u Jesus....

injured*

2005-04-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

i'm injured again... bruised my right knee while playing captain's ball last night during social games... lots of ppl came over to shown their concern.... but someone just came and ask me how am i and left..... i feel really sad though i didn't show it.... but i'm alright now! i must learn not to be affected by others' reaction towards me and lead my own life.... injured both inside and outside now and i hope to find comfort in my Father's love. today's sunday which means i've to mug again, i study hard on sun cos mon is exam or test day..... jc is so boring but i'm certainly not! looking forward to the dinner with my family later in the evening..... see ya

easter sunday

2005-03-26T00:59:00.000-08:00

haven't blog for a week or so.... this week has been quite relaxing coz sch just started...3 happy things that happen in sch: 1. i scored a A for my chem paper on mon... yay..... 2. my teacher allow me and the other class leader to step down coz she wanted us to focus on our studies and be freed from all the responsibilies of a class leader..... so now i don't have to go for meetings anymore 3. i was one of the few lucky student to be chosen to attend the pyschology seminar two week from now.... hee i guess that will be cool coz i always wanted to know what that is.... anyway..... this week had be quite an adventure for me...... heehee i shall not reveal too much or else i'll be the joke of the day again. boo! on good friday, i went to my aunty's condo to wish her happy birthday and help her design easter eggs... it's pretty cool drawing on egg itself alrite..... try it for yourself next time! and i swam too in the evening but this time alone.... *sob* so sad wish someone could swim with me.... i simply hate the feeling of loneliness but i guess i have to learn to be independent sometime...... when i have intention to go oversea to further my studies. ohh... that's just a wish la.... might not come true..... esp when my family isn't that well off and we don't know much ppl in the states except for my australian cousin..... then again he's got his own family already so it won't be so nice to impose on them.... anyway i trust that God will always have great plans for me. i felt his presence and was really inspired by the jakarta choir group which sang in marantha church today..... their voices were beautiful... wish i could sing like them too....... heehee... then amabel brought joyce, ming hui, peng kong and i to this indonesian resturant to eat.... the food was so yummy... fried ayam chicken and rice and the chilli rocks..... am i making u hungry.... haha that's the point! caught ya.... we played pool after that and i falling in love with this new activity man... i hope i won't be addicited to it.... it's pretty costly and i can get broke if i play too often.... that's all folks! see ya =)

don't want to go back to sch tml

2005-03-20T23:28:00.000-08:00

*sigh* tomorrow gonna be the start of another school term and i feel so dreadful abt going back to my so called second home-AJ. u see i send about half of my day there si it has become my second home somehow.... but i'm looking forward to the day where i can say goodbye to this home for good with a smile on my face when i get back my a-level next year.... that's my goal for now i guess.... hmm, i feel quite sad and regret not going for the 100 years celebration in my church today because i have to stay home to complete all my homework and study for a econs and chemistry test tml.... wish me good luck if it's still not too late.... anyway, this week has been quite fun compared to all other weeks in school because i get to do the things i enjoy and love like going to sentosa on tues, working out on the newly arrived track mill in my house( heehee...), swimming with my younger sis-tiffany and going shopping with estelle on friday though i did not buy anything.... i hope i can cope with my schoolwork and manage stress in a proper manner and most importantly, still have the energy to do God's work.... wanna say hi to my dear friend, wanda.... heehee nice to have u back.... miss ya heaps! ohh, i might be going to scout's camp on friday morning with the pathfinder, really wish to leh.... should i?

things, places and people change, i don't

2005-03-15T22:58:00.000-08:00

can't believe i'm actually 18 already.... today on the way to sentosa..... shawn, joel, trisha and i was chatting and i suddenly realized i'm turning 18 this year.... woohoo..... i always wanted to be 18, no idea why though. sentosa, island-life, a place full of memories (some that are just so unforgetable) and i just simply love that island. did lotsa stuffs there.... played pool, power ball on the beach, swam a little, climbed a rock i climbed before last year, and blah blah blah.... some things have changed, sentosa did, it wasn't as lively compared to the past, but i'm still the same truddy... i still like the same old things, same old place, same old ppl.... meet up with a classmate in the afternoon and we went shopping.... bought a 37 degree top for $9.90, heehee got a good deal.*yay* then we went swimming again at rafflesia, my aunty's condo... i love the swimming pool there, it's my favourite pool coz it has a waterfall and it looks luxurious.... feel really worn out now, gotta catch my beauty sleep now. haven't been so happy for a long time! thanks guys for making my day....

running and running

2005-03-06T00:05:00.000-08:00

i've been running and running, my legs are aching my back hurts but i still have to carry on running on this long and seems like never-ending track. As usually, i fell and hurt myself...... it's so hard to get up cos u're tired and drained. i sat down and cry out to the Lord. He is always there but i can't find him..... my heart yearn to go heaven, where i can see Him face to face...... when i can stop running. or maybe i can run beside him...... though i maybe way behide Him, i know he'll slow down for me..... the painful reality of life hits me again and again.... i did quite badly for my chinese..... b4.....ah b4 alrite? it was a tough paper but i could have gotten a grade or two better...... i don't know whether to retake..... it won't be counted as a criteria for uni admission but it'll be reflected in my a-level certificate...... i hope i can find the strength to pick myself up and complete the race for Him. coz now, God is my only reason to live.....

i lost it!

2005-02-21T21:09:00.000-08:00

this week has been like hell to me though it just started yesterday. i still coughing very badly.... try very hard not to eat anything sweet but u know i've go a sweet tooth. yesterday, i realised i forgot to do 2 online econs test.... i hope it's not counted..... ahhh i can't believe i actually forgot sth so important. last week i forgot something even more important.... i forgot the date for my interview for pre-uni seminar. gosh..... missed an opportunity to go nus liao. it's sth i really want actually. haiz.... i hope i'll be able to remember all the important things from now on.....yesterday, i lost sth very important to me. it's so important that i cried the whole night and didn't sleep. then today i had to do 2 common test, econs and general paper, they are so tough and man, i just wish i don't fail.... i wish i've supernatural power to turn things round and replay part of my life so that i'll always have a second chance to do sth abt it when i forget sth or when i lose sth.... think u won't be able to relate to my situations la. take care dude!

sigh:(

2005-01-31T19:51:00.000-08:00

today our sch had cross-country. before that a bunch of us went to the prata house to eat roti prata. i had a cheese and mushroom prata. that really rox... i thought i ate too full nevertheless i ran for the 3.2 km race. i was doing quite fell until i tripped over a fallen branch and fell. don't know why i didn't see it. it wa pretty huge in fact. guess what? i sprained my ankle. ouchhhh... why does this have to happen at that point of time? maybe god is teaching me something....... i was super embarrassed and felt discouraged at that point of time.... but i still got on my feet and completed the race. there was this schoolmate who encouraged me on the way which made me feel so much better, she emergered top 10 later. i completed the race with a lousy position of 43. ironically, my number plate was 4310. heehee. anyway, today is a sad day for me, i even lost appetite for dinner. have to mug for maths test tml, it's a hard topic. see ya.

my week

2005-01-29T21:24:00.000-08:00

this week has been quite busy for me.... everyday is like a mad rush and sometimes i really hate this kinda life....nevertheless i think i should just hang in there..... until i finish my A's...... guess what? i skipped cca this week to hang out with joyce and wanda on wed.... we went shopping at orchard and ate ice-cream. then we wanted to eat chi-cheong-fan, haha if u know what's that, that's good, but if u don't, it's alright, and i thought i knew how to get to that coffeeshop, but we got lost and when we finally found the shop, it was closed for renovation. that's not the end of the story. god has better plan for joyce and i. the newly opened resturant next to it was selling western food at $5.oo. both of us had a 4-course meal and we can't even finish everything.... the food was yummy and cheap. isn't god wonderful. i think he is...... discover how god can work in your life and experience his love.... ppl take care!

shall we dance?

2005-01-23T03:12:00.000-08:00

hey people, miss me.....hee, i haven't updated my blog for quite sometime and now when everyone else is fast asleep( it's 3 in the morning), i'm doing so. yeaterday, a couple of hours ago at mandrin hotel we had our annual church appreciation dinner.... the hotel was posh.... food was great.... and ppl was nice. the highlight of the event was that i participated in a game that required me to pretend to be a pregnant women... it was fun though acting( i had a cushion underneath my dress and i wore a wig.... first time in my life doing such stuffs and i believed everyone enjoyed themselves at the hotel. after which, 10 of us went to cineleisure to watch" shall we dance?". i kept myself awake although i was really tired, we had popcorn to keep us awake.... it's a pretty touching show actually, which brought a tear or two to my eyes... today i also lead out worship in church with amabel and wanda. i'm glad to hear from ppl that we did a great job. praise the lord man.... today's is really a rocking day man. if only everyday could be like today....

i miss him...

2005-01-08T12:38:00.000-08:00

haven't updated my blog for some time.... this week has been a busy one for me, got back to sch and had plenty of meetings to attend to, lotsa of homework to complete and pressure from teacher that this year gonna be a tough year for us.... one year had just passed and this year is going to be another mad rush for me i guess.... for a while, i didn't want to accept the painful reality of having to go back to Aj( it's really stressful in there...), and having to part with nat again. i hope i'll be able to survive this year and God will always be with me.... God promised us that he'll never leave us or forsake us, and i guess having a strong relationship with God is the best thing that could happen in our life....

back from camporee

2004-12-23T08:18:00.000-08:00

hi all, did ya miss me, at least a little? hee, i'm back now, and u know what i'm now super tanned, as tan as nat man. i'm tired...... i didn't actually sleep well for the four night.... the weather in the day was extremely hot and sunny and at night is extremely cold and i was practically shivering all night long even wearing three layers of clothing, can u imagine how terrible that is? the food was even worst, they serve rice and veggie and nothing else the worst part was the toilet i think, it was dammed disguishing and the water i bathed in stink like crazy( i had to pitch my nose while showering in the cold water)..... they are torturing us! but u know what? i had a hell of a good time making friends from other countries, wearing air stewardess costume, playing colour games, fellowship with thousands of ppl, learning skills and spending time with nathaniel......woohoo. that's the best part man..... i rode on a motorcar behide him to his school..... that was so cool man, he was driving so fast and i scream ahhhhhh...... that's the best part of the camp i think. i made so much memories and i want to keep them forever..... pplz, i still love singapore better..... see ya

back from bintam

2004-12-13T04:56:00.000-08:00

ppl i'm back! so glad to be home though bintam was a really nice place to let your hair down..... i was there for 3 days....did lotsa swimming, shopping, eating, relaxing by the beach, ate lotsa good food at kelong...... and took so many nice photographs.....and today, i went swimming with the dolphins at dolphin lodge. the dolphins were so friendly and smart, even kissed me....like humans, male dolphins prefered female tourists and male ones like female tourist better, so amazing..... we played with them, danced with them, and touched their super smooth body.....
i wish i were a dolphin if i had a chance to make a decision what to be.....hee.....they are so lovable..... i made with a small accident too. i tripped over a big rock stool and felled and had this cut on my leg....pretty bad one.*sob* haiz....why does it always got to happen on me? anyway on our trip back, the ferry was shaky..... my mom felt like vomitting and i felt dizzy all the way..... but everything's back to normal now and i'm in s'pore..... i miss my bed.... talk to ya tomolo.nitez

bling

2004-12-06T11:06:00.000-08:00

i'm tanned.....*yay*i like my tan....i makes me look healthier and more sporty.....last week has been so eventful for me....i worked in 18 clinic, hmm, it's the best clinic in s'pore, with the best doc tan p.k, nurse(me) and attitude....hee and glad that i was a help instead of a trouble.... but u know what? i gave wrong waiting numbers to patients a few times.....opps! then i went to jurong church camp on frieday morning and went back home on sunday. it was a fantastic camp man, the speak was humorous and inspiring at the same time, he's the best pastor i think, i hope nat can be like that, hmm but hot he's physical size... hee.... he told us stories after stories and they are so real yet unbelievable and makes u wonder if he is lying.... i guess that, but after each stories he'll come to a conclusion and ask us a few questions....sometimes i feel like crying when i think abt the way i live my life. we played captain ball in the pool too.... most of the youth played and we had a hell of a wonderful time. food was not too bad, i prefer last year food though...... there should be room for improvement.the last night bel, anthea, clara , trish and i slept together on two beds, it was squezzy but we had fun that night. i'm tired now, so good night folks

sentosa rOcks

2004-11-28T22:18:00.000-08:00

jurong youth went to sentosa today and we had a hell of a good time playing, playing, and still playing....sentosa is one of my favourite place,simply love the sun,sand and water..... we spend the whole morning playing wacko, monkey and others... then we had lunch....i had dognut and mashed potato for lunch....how does that sound? i found out that it's hard to be a vegetarian since there are little choice left...but nevertheless i'm determined to be one after the talk by Geoff Youlden abt diet....yup, fruits, nuts and grains are the best food for us man! hmm continue with my story.... it rain for a while during lunch and i was praying that the rain will stop soon coz i wanna swim and tan myself..... and God answered my prayer....we swam towards this slide and play there for quite some time, more and more youths came to join us after a while.... we had a good time pushing each other down into the sea and surprisingly, i was the ultimate winner....*YAY* then we had more water games until it rain again....i was freezing so badly and we went to take a bath when i remember i forgot to bring a towel, luckily i had a extra top....hee we went to have dinner together after that and we even played air hockey at the arcat....i had so much fun today..... i love sentosa...... i miss the time together with nat at sentosa too, nat, i miss ya so much!

don't do it!

2004-11-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

"don't do it!" i shouted. an insane middle-aged man tired to snatch away my tin which consist of donation for adventist rehab centre. u see, i went to help out in the charity drive and asked ppl in raffles place for donation and strangely, this man wanted to rob me but in the end he was intimidated by the crowd and ran away, gosh i couldn't believe what actually happen, now as i think back it was pretty cool. i'm glad wanda and joyce came too but they were late, joyce is always late... we went shopping at bugis after the charity drive... i bought my new addidas sport shoe....hee, mom paid for it....the old pair was beyond hope....shall not go into details why that happen.....joyce bought her prom dress too.....wanda and i have been helping her search for the perfect one for the whole week and she finally bought it.... it look awesome on her...yay...today i recieve a present fom nat(in a couple of minutes it'll be our one year together) and i'm totally excited..... i think i'm one lucky girl coz my boyfriend rocks... at least to me he does..... who cares what u think..... tomorrow and next whole week i'm working, i hope everything will turn out well... pray for me ya?

taxi

2004-11-24T22:51:00.000-08:00

i'm dammed tired right now, had a tiring day but i enjoyed every part of it. i took my grandma to the dental clinic at bishan to do her root canal, and delievered chicken soup to my aunty's house which happen to be nearby......after that, i went to junction8 and i saw this barbie pencil case from popular which i like but i didn't buy..... it's jenim....opps i spell it wrongly i think but who cares....yup...then i went to watch a super thrilling and exciting movie 'taxi' with wanda and joyce, it's funny too.....gd show, it's better than 'the incredible'...... before the show, we ate at long john silver, i had a corn....we wanted to buy more food for the movie but sadly all so us were broke..... i felt so pathetic to be poor..... i hope december come quickly so i'll get my allowances.... anyway, gd nitez ppl.....

class chalet

2004-11-23T11:18:00.000-08:00

woohoo! today i had a great day expect the fact that i had an agruement with tricia, my sis, on our way home... i dun wish to talk abt unhappy things right now...i woke up late this morning and i had a gd sleep coz my mom did not come knocking at my door to wake me up at 7am, yay.
then i met my friend, estelle, to go pasir ris for a class chalet in the afternoon..... at first we wasn't sure which bustop to wait for the shuttle service but later we saw a crowd heading towards a particular direction and we followed them, thank God they were right....heehee, see God always provide.... we had fun playing cards and singing at the chalet and 2 friends and i started the fire for the barbecue and cooked for the class.... we also prepared a card for suresh, one of our classmate who is retained, sob, i'll miss him so much, he always try to make my way by telling me sth funny. he's a nice fellow. i didn't get to see him though, so sad cos i left at 6.50pm to meet joyce who happen to be at pasir ris for chalet on the same day.....and guess what? we went to the seminar together(though we were pretty late), i'm glad she's willing to go and wanda seems interested too...hee, hope they can get baptised soon, i'm praying for these 2 friends too....yup,that's abt it! now, i'm gonna call someone in thailand...hee......*yay*

what else?

2004-11-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

heyz.....i tried to do some homework this morning put only did one chemistry question, i feel tired each time i try to study....hmm......something must be wrong or maybe i'm just in a total holiday mood....i'm sure u can understand ritez?i went to work in the afternoon....got to earn some money coz i'm really broke. yup, i found a friend there, she came to learn as partime nurse too, she's janice and u know what, she's my senior from ajc too! hee.... i'm glad i got to know her, she's pretty friendly and nice and she learns things fast, not like me, always blur(hee...) but i did improve a lot, thank God for that!i went to find wanda at far east plaza after work, gee that was my favourite hangout at secondary sch....now that i'm in jc, i hardly got any chance to go there.... i saw some tops that i really like though while wanda and i went on our window shopping, but sad to say i've got no money.....can only admire them....if only.... i won't think abt it!joyce joined us later and it happen that all three of us are bible students of aunty beekuang....we had dinner together and laugh and laugh......they know what, i'm not going to say.we went to the seminar too after dinner, today's topic was terrific, it was abt sabbath and why we should worship on sat? hmm....tml gonna be my class chalet at pasir ris.... i hope everything will turn out right and we'll have a splendid day tml......
before i sleep, good nitez folks.....

todAy RocKs!

2004-11-21T22:43:00.000-08:00

oh....i was taking abt the garage sale rite? yup everything went fine and i made $35.50. hee that's good news, now i can pay my phone bill though it's still not enough, i glad i made quite a bit from all my junkies.... one of my friends did not turn up so the remaining two and me sold our stuffs for 4 hours. i made the most, yah..... we had so much fun joking and laughing man. oh, i met this cute RI guy who came with his sis and maid and man, he was our big customer and a great brother, he bought everything for his sister a few years younger than him....then, he asked me where i was schooling...my heart skip a beat, told him i was in college and he said i must be kidding...he thought i was younger...he must be disappointed, haiz...but he's cute....ahhhhhhhh
oh, i swam for a while after the garage sale too, felt so good after the swim and had mango pudding after that,so yummpy! i love mango, remember that k?
i also watched 'the incredible' at junction8 with my two anuties and tiffany, i suppose it's a good show, it's worth watching i mean, the animation was amazing, so don't miss it.
today's a great day for me, it's fun, cool, rewarding and i love today..... i'm tired, i've to go to bed... see ya tml

my weekend

2004-11-20T20:14:00.000-08:00

the past week i have been attending seminars at somerset by Geoff Youlden abt Christ and the word of God, they were indeed very enchriching and i really enjoyed them.next week i'll be doing just the same i guess. friday i went to an old folks home to play bowling with some elderly and i ended up picking up the pins and balls for them, they had a pretty good time i suppose but poor me, i'm suffering from backaches, my legs hurts so much, oh i also swam at rafflesia a few times alone, so sad, nat i wish u were there..... i miss ya so much..... tomorrow, i'll be setting up a stall at rafflesia selling my old clothes and accesories, hope the sale will be good and i earn a bit, yuppy i hope to have fun too, 3 of my friends are also selling their stuffs, i guess we'll be ending up exchanging our things if no one buy them.....oh ya, i'll be watching the incredible tomorrow too, so i'll tell u guys how's the show alright? ok. that's all folks! see ya. dude

*who knows what could happen*

*nineteen now*